so im sitting here alone in my room, crying ! im so stressed with eeverything. my ex & i's breakup hurt me because i was really into the girl, you know. you know when your single for a very long time just waiting for the next RIGHT girl/boy & when you finally think you find them & then shit just goes wrong in every possible way. all i did was try & make us work since we lived very far from eachother. i put my part to please her & visit her as much as i can. but i never got that in return, instead she was a lazy bitch with me. i dont like lazy people. i can be lazy but never with my girl.
then the fact i dont have a job right now is making me upset, trust me i been looking & like noone is hiring now. everything is getting so harder, the situation here in the US is putting us all in serious trouble.
its so much shit thats going on with me that i just dont know what to do anymore. i was suppose to leave to philadelphia today but my family came to visit instead so ill be leaving pretty soon. i wont be back for like 1 or 2 weeks. i really need to get away from NEW YORK ! & people.
my cousin tito recently had a baby with his girl & they came from philly yesterday (6.27.08) shes so cute, shes 3 months old. aww man was i excited to see them. here are some photos i took with the baby. isnt she cute !!
Im listening to "ready or not right now" & man do i miss 'em hella much!! their music made me feel gangster lol they were seriously the shit back in philly.. i swear everyone would have "killing me softly" blasting in their car! i miss that yo.
But they surprised us on the BET award show, they did renditions of "Fugee-la", and "Killing me SOftly." The audience responded with much love. During the performance Wyclef said, "If y'all want a new Fugees album scream," and that they did. Hopefully they will come back with a new album !!
Well, im a big believer of the secret, if you think of something you really want & if you think positive about it you will eventually come to you, its this energy we all have that attract things. If you say you want to die (for an example), you will attract death to you sooner or later you will die when you least expect it, its all the energy of attraction.
I read the book, & i swear it changed my whole life, i changed the way i thought & my life changed. I attracted good people to my life & im doing alot with myself now, actually doing things i love. You dont have to believe it in if you dont want to its up to you, but this film can help alot you feel so much better when your thinking positive & always hoping for the best, I seriously recommend the book.
WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW SHE EXPLAINS IT BETTER THAN I DO :)
March 8th, i met these great people, they all dress in bapes, ice creams & billionair boy club jackets; i swear they are dope as hell.
When i met 'em the thing i liked best about 'em was the fact they want to make it to the top so bad, they are hungry for achievement & thats very good. They create their own music & they are also starting up a line very soon they call themselfs B.E.S.T so yall should be on the look out. Every single person in the group has a hot swag, not just the way they dress but their personage. They were all so sweet to me, im really shy when i first meet people esp such a large group of people but they all treated me nice. I wish 'em luck in the future.
That was myy shit back in the day! ooh man. i remember those hot philly days all my friends would come over & sit on my living room floor & watch all that with me, damn i miss those days so much when nothing mattered.. when all you wanted to do was go out side eat doritos & drink orange soda with yo friends. i wish i were young again sometimes no worries no stress nothing! smh
& my all time fav show that i still watch today is KENAN & KEL! they are so stupid, always getting into some shit but its so funny it takes ur mind off shit. i hella love this show! its the shit.
everybody knows him by the "leave brit alone guy" yeh yeh thats him. i love this guys because he speaks the truth.. he speaks for the gays.. he's not afraid to speakup! i love that about him. im always watching his videos because he always has something interesting to say about someone or something & i love to listen. this video above is my fav it changed the way i thought & i thank him ;) check him out !
she's our fav bitch! admit it, you love NY. shes aggressive, black! & got some mean ass attitude.. i love it! lol i followed NY through flavor of love 1, then 2; the chick got rejected twice!& always at the end.then new york came up with her own show! "I LOVE NEW YORK!" the first season shethought she had found love & then turned out she really didnt. the dude left herat the shows reunion.once again a new show! ( blah blah, i swear these shits is so fake) she wentthrough usual drama & weird shit lol & "FINALLY" found love.. ooh ohh & her motherfound love ass well. at the reuion her mother revealed her lover to NY & NY was furious to see one of the dudes that went on her show.. ended up with her mother!!lol that shit was so funny to me, her mother is so gross looking.. yuck!! well yeh NY is just sexy.. i love her fake boobs & her diva attitude, i just hopeshe doesnt let the fame get to big head! lolI LOVE NEW YORK!!!!
I LOVE KESH SO MUCH! I SWEAR SHES MY IDOL. YEAH YEAH SHES NOT VERY BIG BUT SHES BEAUTIFUL, SHES NICE & SHES ACTUALLY MAKING IT FAR.I REMEMBER THE DAY I MET HER, I WAS SO HAPPY! LIKE I MET GOD OR SOMETHINGLOL SHE WAS SO NICE TO MEE, SHE SHOOK MY HAND & SAID "HELLO IM KESH, & YOU ARE?"I WAS SO NERVOUS I FELT BUTTERFLIES & SAID BACK "IM TINA" WITH A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE, I MET HER AT MY FRIEND DOMINIQUE'S CRIB IT WAS ACTUALLY ZACHS HER FRIENDS CRIB.THEY WERE ALL NICE TO ME.. I HAD A BLAST THAT NIGHT. I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO BEA SNOB OR SOMETHING.. YOU KNOW HOW THOSE PEOPLE LET THE FAME GET TO THEIR HEADS BUTAPPRENTLY KESH HASNT LET THAT HAPPEN TO HER. SHE WAS SO NICE! I SWEAR I CANT GET OVER THAT DAY, EVERYONE I MEET I TELL 'EM MY EXPERIENCE WITH KESH. ANYWAY, IM HAPPY FO THIS WOMAN, SHES TALENTED & JUST GREAT.. I HOPE I GET THE CHANCE TO CHAT WITH HER A BIT MORE.. THAT DAY I WAS VERY SHY & NERVOUS LOL WORDS DIDNT WANT TO COME OUT.I WISH HER LUCK ON EVERYTHING! ♥ go kesh!!! find kesh on
every chick in the hood started rocking color tightsextra extra makeup! & they actually started getting their nailsdid! this was a hit though, i adore the song.. i get all hype with it.& kid sister yum yum yummmmmmm.
