tina.

UPDATE!

2008-09-15T10:42:00.000-07:00

theres a new tina coming soon. when i mean new i mean, NEW . im single working & going to school. im really going to focus on my photography & art, i havent been updating the blog because i barely have time & im trynna figure out what camera i want next so this blog is the last thing on my mind. i wont be posting till after oct 7th so hang on, if you love me you will come back, trust you wont be disapointed.

xxoo

"why dont u come on over"

2008-09-09T15:52:00.000-07:00

ugh i miss this amy. & i love this song, reminds me of the old days when i use to sit at home & dream about my future girlfriend wish to be inlove & stuff.

Hypercritical

2008-09-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

People are becoming really judgmental now days, everyone is judging how someone dresses, how they walk, talk & what they do with their lives. SERIOUSLY! Let people be! No one else’s life concerns you. People who judge others on every single thing are just people without lives. Someone once called me a judgmental person & that got to me because I believe I don’t judge people, if you’re a confused bi sexual I don’t care, if you do drugs, do them! I won’t mind. . . I mean if your my friend of course ill be concerned but if not that’s on you. Yeah I admit I probably won’t like a certain style or the shoes you’re wearing but I won’t judge you because of that. People need to get over it & let others be, this world is fucked up as it is. . Please.

I really don’t wanna come across another blog or myspace
With someone talking shit about someone else, im tired. I know some of us agree, drop the nonsense & get a reality check.

SORRAAY :(

2008-09-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

i know i havent been updating this blog because i been mad busy with class & tireed as fuck !! ugggh i promise to be updating it soon i got so mucch shit to tell & my bday is coming up soon in oct 7th ;) im excitedd so what ya gettin me ??

anywaay yeah you guys all know im a big lesbian & i found this wonderful picture of this wonderful girl .

obviously shes promoting the perfume but DAAAAMN do you see her body & whats under that bottle ?!! ahhh makes my mouth wateryy lmao . im sorry to those straight girls, dont like it ? to bad im hella blunt with my shit .

lmaoo ohh man im hanging this up in my room, i need me a girl with a baby looking pussy ;)

talkin bout my girl.

2008-08-30T01:00:00.000-07:00

your eyes, they sparkle with love that reflects my own.
your arms, they hold me tight & warm.
your hands, they caress me, sending tingles within
your kisses, they speak to me with what feels like it must be a sin.
i want to sink with you, deep in this pleasure zone.
i want to link with you, until we are entwined like one.
& then i will melt in those eyes, that sparkle with expressed love.
- TO MY GIRLFRIEND.

upcoming clothing line.

2008-08-30T00:42:00.000-07:00

i love to see people come up with such great designs, this upcoming clothing line
are hella cool. i love their tees. they are brand new therefore they havent printed out any tees, but be on the look out for 'em cause ill be wearing some .

CHECK EM OUT!!

lomo!!

2008-08-29T15:02:00.000-07:00

nights like i this i wish i was coked up

2008-08-26T23:16:00.000-07:00

i wish i were back in philly, where shit didnt bother when i didnt care about nothing. i would of been sitting on my front porch just staring into the fucking stars, probably high off something. im really pissed right now its 2 in the fucking morning im stressed out wishing i was somewhere else free from everyone else. people fucking get on my last nerve, girls fucking annoy me !! being in a relationship takes alot of muthafucking work & 'positive' thinking. i wish i could just give up ya know? i mean i would of weeks ago im always giving up anyway. but uh i decided to write tonight because if i dont let a bit out im gonna explode, i dont wanna turn back to my old habits, they wont help, it will only set me a step back, nope i refuse. so right now at 2 am im gonna put on a hoodie some jeans & shoes & walk out that door & hope to come back alive. i need air.

Clea Duvall

2008-08-26T19:17:00.000-07:00

ay dios mio, mira que bella es ella.

i just finished watching 'but im a cheerleader' & i think i fell inlove . Clea duvall is amazingly beautiful, her lips her eyes the way she talks omg ! omgg my heart is beating so fast, shes so beautiful so sexy ! ah jesus i wish i could meet her lol . overall the movie was great made me realize why i love women.

if you havent seen it , check it out its a really nice movie.

she said whaaaaat???!!!

2008-08-24T20:25:00.001-07:00

"I'm not here to be a role model personality. I'm here to be in the business of fucking rock and roll. Being in the business of rock and roll means having an attitude, being sexy, being edgy and being unapologetic unless I do something wrong…I look up to people like Joan Jett, Pat Benatar, Freddie Mercury and Cyndi Lauper. I want to have that same type of appeal. If people want a role model, they can have Miley Cyrus."

get ready! - OKAAY !!

2008-08-24T20:14:00.000-07:00

im soooooooooooooooo tired of Heidi Montag and Spencer Pratt !!! THEY ARE SO FAKE.
lol they try to paint us this little perfect relationship they have, something like barbie & ken, we all know its fake & the dude is only using you for TV time. DUHHH!

okay well anywho, miss Heidi is now an Aspiring "singer", she just shot her first music video for her single, Overdosin.

lol lets see how quick she goes down the charts smh. & the photo above Spencer is doing her hair, what a fag! lmao

photoshop

2008-08-20T11:38:00.000-07:00

photoshop is great for graphic designs, its great to create great websites & stuff like that, but people are taking it to far making themselvs look like movie stars. . . & not showing their flaws, we all have 'em might as well show 'em! noones perfect. . .

i dont know, im just saying because i was looking through a few people i know & all their photos are photoshoped & retouched looking all perfect. like come on its sad how people dont love their flaws as much, yeh i hate the black marks on my face but im still a pretty girl & they're going away so im glad! lol . i dont ever ever retouch my photos sometimes i get lucky & them fuckers dont show lmao but i dont ever because i want people to see im real. . . no need to hide :)

so just love yourself.

WATTSTAX

2008-08-18T16:24:00.000-07:00

mannn i love documentaries, esp about shit that fucking matter ya know. the other day i was watching the 1973 documentary directed by Mel Stuart. In August 1972, seven years after the Watts riots, the legendary Stax recording label staged a benefit concert in Los Angeles for 90,000 people. As time went by, it became known as the Black Woodstock.

maan these people are so powerful, so beautiful. i love black people, but not every black person. . . only the ones who fight to make themselvs better the ones that respect eachother, who respect their sistas not call 'em bitches. damn i wish i was born in the 60 70s where people respected eachother at least a little better than today.

check it out:

disturbia

2008-08-14T16:33:00.001-07:00

so im in my room im on mtv hits channel jaming to music & then ms rihanna comes on with her new single . . . Disturbia. i fucking love this song & the video, i feel like shes really stepping out the box now coming with something new. the video is amazing & the song makes my booty jump, haaaay ;). i had to stop what i was doing to download it & blog about it lol im hella hype this song is dope.

check it out:

kid cudi is funny.

2008-08-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

REST IN PEACE, BERNIE MAC

2008-08-12T14:15:00.000-07:00

we are together

2008-08-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday night i was bored at home flicking through HBO, then i came across this great documentary on parentless children in africa. i love documentaries so much because they are actually talking about current events that matter. the kids on the show broke my heart, just seeing them all live in this place so calld home wishing to be with their birth mother. in one interview they asked this little girl name Mbali if she knew why she was at this place & she responded "because my mother doesnt want me" & then they asked her why does she know why her mother didnt want her & she paused for a good 2 mins & said "i dont know" that just broke my heart, this little girl had an amazing voice too, the kids in the home were all singers who were trying to create a CD to send to EU to get money for their home. Mbali was fav because she was just so cute & full of life & then her voice just filled my heart. I also love her name, im planning on naming my future daughter Mbali which means flower in english. anyway, check out the videos do some research on them, these kids may change your life.

sky

2008-08-11T20:32:00.001-07:00

On my way home this evening,
The sky was dark and grey,
Then, as i turned a corner,
It almost seemed to say,
"Don't worry, things are changing,
to how they're meant to be,
and very soon you'll realise,
there's more to what you see."
So, instantly, i looked up,
and sure enough, instead,
i saw a golden amber,
when looking straight ahead,
and everything felt brighter,
and warmer than before,
so dreamily, i sauntered,
and started seeing more.
The sky was like a rainbow,
with pink and blue and mauve,
that whispered me a promise,
of everlasting love.

* ps; WHEN I FALL, I LOSE MY HEART AND FILL THE SPACE WITH HER.

remember this video ?

2008-08-11T20:29:00.001-07:00

he's back!

2008-08-07T10:22:00.001-07:00

BLUEPRINT 3 from kwest on Vimeo.

pretty trash ?

2008-08-06T09:23:00.000-07:00

Looks like city garbage is getting a slight makeover. these pretty trash bags are gonna be the new art project movement that replaces ordinary black trash bags with those of colorful 100% biodegradable polka dot bags on the sidewalks of New York. store owners can buy these but they will be 10 a bag, yeh pretty expensive but come on who wont want to have polka dot trash bags all around the city ehh ?

TRASH in SoHo // Location 4:

Stop by and say hello. 10th St. b/w West 4th and Bleecker, Christopher b/w Bleecker and Hudson.

PHILLY WEEKEND.

2008-08-04T14:02:00.000-07:00

so saturday i had to head to philly for the family time. it was pretty cool, i love seeing my family whom i havent seen in years. anyway i spent the whole weekend taking photos of my family & philly, acting like i never been there before lol. while i was at my aunts house i noticed that every tree on her block has white paint on 'em. . . kind of weird eh ? anyway my weekend was amazing, i spent time with my sister & cousins & aunts aww im really happy. looking foward many more weekends w 'em all.

check out the photos:

this was made for me.

2008-07-31T23:09:00.000-07:00

my brother & i were looking online for funny things & came across this beautiful photo.

i believe this was made for sea lovers, ofcourse. ahh i promise that when i move into my new apt im buying a big fish tank with pretty fishes & nice lights.

amazing eh?

2008-07-31T23:07:00.000-07:00

kim crying!

2008-07-31T14:15:00.001-07:00

when im bored at home i sometimes watch her show because they are a bit funny & i love cloe i think shes so hot lol but anyway yeh i love this episode when the whole family basicly gangs up on her & makes her cry lol

check out the video:

Romeo+Juliet

2008-07-31T13:57:00.000-07:00

so my stupid ass itunes deleted all my songs, so i open up my folder & start putting back all my songs while im putting the songs i come across one of my close friends fav song 'kissing you' by Desree its the soundtrack to romeo & juliet. i started to listen to the song & it just gave me boosebumps, aww ;) makes me think a bit about my girlfriend. i really love this movie, its such a beautiful movie. i nearly cried when i saw it, & watching this video again makes me cry too . . . so beautiful. the best movie ever.

check out the video:

The Crystals

2008-07-31T13:36:00.000-07:00

what do you know about The Crystals ? i love their music, wish i was from the 70s & jammin with 'em. my fav track is then he kisses me. yall should download & discover.

so update.

2008-07-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

this weekend my friends & i went to this bbq in 1st ave & had face paintings & ish. it was hella fun, there were performance & fun activities. i also met a cool as chick there.

check out the photos:

punany poetry.

2008-07-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

punany poetry is a groupd of young poets who speak about the wonders of the pussy, of the power females have. these poets are amazing, their poetry is exotic & powerful. im dying to go to one of their shows just to feel the wonderful sex energy from my head to my toes.

check out the video below.

the new HP!

2008-07-24T15:52:00.001-07:00

ahhh this computer is amazing. its touch screen, you dont need a mouse!! isnt that fucking hot! im so excited ima get this for xmas for sure. this right here nigga, its the shit!!!!

Karmaloop

2008-07-24T14:45:00.000-07:00

Stunnaman from 'the pack' Takes Over Karmaloop Boston.
this shit is funny ass hell, this dude is hella cool. i needa go to boston.

summerstage!!

2008-07-22T10:54:00.000-07:00

it was the bomb!! santogold was pretty darn amazing. kid cudi made me jam hard. i looved it. i was also interviewed with my friend nia & like 6 photographers kept taking photos of me. my big hair draws alot of attention hehe :) i wonder where those photos are at though, if you happen to run across 'em tell me! lol

here are a few photos my friends & i took at the show. i hope u enjoy.

i apologize!

2008-07-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

my weekend was amazing, i been hella busy & tired. new york means alot of muthafucking walking. i walked my skinny ass off this weekend, but it was worth it, i spent it with people i care most about & my special gal. amazing.

ill be posting photos soon, i also went to summerstage which was pretty amazing. i had a wonderful time. i loved it.

keep reading.

xxoo

tina.*

new!

2008-07-15T15:40:00.000-07:00

im glad they are coming out new & fresh. travie looks pretty nice. the video is alright & all but im just feeling his whole new look.

Thea Monyee

2008-07-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

my fav, this is for all the bitches who fuck with other peoples men/women. just stop it, it aint cute booboo.

sarah key

2008-07-14T18:08:00.001-07:00

alicia keys.

2008-07-14T18:04:00.001-07:00

i seriously love her voice.

that kiss.

2008-07-14T17:39:00.000-07:00

Its that one moment that unravels everything. For that split second everything makes sense.
It seems as if you know all the secrets to life and all its mysteries. In that one kiss life makes sense.
Not that you believe it will, but you know it just does. You look at past events and smile. look at the
past hurts and laugh. Its the feeling of certainy and completeness that only in that kiss seems real for
the first time. As if the kiss is the magically answer to the mind boggleing questions usually left unanswered.
In that moment, during that kiss everything freezes. Complete stillness. Total serenity.

OFFICIAL TOURIST

2008-07-14T14:28:00.000-07:00

yay my new hoodie just came in the mail! im hella excited. i love ittt !
ahhh yall should check out the site. its pretty darn hot ! :)

she told me. . .

2008-07-13T19:16:00.000-07:00

"let go & live, dont care what noone thinks about you. your amazing, your beautiful. just let go & jump with me, baby. fall with me, dont fucking care. you gotta have fun with me, i want you to let go & just live free!"

ahhh!! guess who these beautiful words are from, guess. . . just guess? ;)

for nia baby!

2008-07-13T12:53:00.000-07:00

Produced By Pharrell - Santogold, Julian Casablancas, N.E.R.D.

my close friend nia is always talking about how she would like to see the video & ish since everywhere we go they have the big poster of them all in converses. so here you go baby! ily <3

the morning after.

2008-07-13T12:01:00.000-07:00

my body hurts. my hair looks like shit. ahhhh ! what a night.

but anyway, i was looking through & found some pretty nice photos of the oceans & waves. i love the sea & their creatures, i do this everyday these images are so soothing. i love it.

check it out:

ahhh ! wow. i love nature & its beautiful worlds.

thanks for reading.

xoxo - tina.

tonight was crazy!!!!!!!

2008-07-13T01:41:00.000-07:00

i had a great time though, i went to coney with my very & only close friend Nia her girl, CAT ,my boo her guy friend & his girl & my dominican friend, Gracie. at first it started out normal, we were drinking chillen & all that. then later that night when it was just nia,cat & her. . . we went crazy!! we took off our cloths & jumped in the beach.

it was hella dark too lol who knows what was in the water, but we just lived for the moment & did it! it was awesome, we were all drunk & done! we had so much fun in the water, ahhh i've never experienced such a great feeling. i just let go & took it all off. our day wasnt all fun though, we had a few downs but we got right back up & smiled! i enjoy my friends company & hers. today was pretty darn cool, i laughed alot. psst my body is sore now!! those are the results of an awesome day!

here are a few pix i took today. i didnt take much, i was to busy making out ;)

** oh yeah! & my friend nia both got us the new MOB & FAFI shirt. shes amazing.

xoxo- tina.

you may think.

2008-07-11T21:34:00.000-07:00

you may think this blog is boring because i dont post about "fashion" like everyone else. well eh to be honest i can give a shit about it anymore. i use to be so into it & now its just whatever. it dont matter to me!

i post things i like, this is like my journal. . . ill be writing my thoughts here for you to read if you please. i dont care if you dont like it & if you do, thanks :) im so glad. i love my blog though, its a part of me.

anyway i havent been posting alot lately because i been a bit busy.
but i hope u enjoy whats on here ! have a safe one.

xoxo - tina.

i want a love like.

2008-07-11T21:29:00.000-07:00

she lives me breatheless.

2008-07-11T21:28:00.001-07:00

her voice so tender and sweet
eyes so soulful and deep
passion filling her voice and heart
she leaves me breathless
seeing her soul so full of life
her heart on fire with desire
lust painting her canvass
she leaves me breathless
reaching across the vast pond
her voice so soothing
love flowing from her
she leaves me breathless.

- para la chicka que me estoy enamorando.

from stephy:

2008-07-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

okay i have dog phobia lol like i panic when dogs are around & i start shaking & crying like crazy, they just really scare me :( . but uh yeh everytime i go to stephs house her dog comes running up to me lol i guess he knows how much i dont like dogs lol little fucker. he's cute & all but ugh he scares me, so she sent me this lol just to remind me how scary he is.

Text Messages Sent From The Grave

2008-07-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

Frank Jones claims that his wife, Sadie, has been sending him txt msg's from the after life. leaving no return number behind. Turns out the family buried Sadie with her prized cell phone, and now Jones believes his wife's spirit has a hankering to reach out and touch someone.

NFN Gourmet

2008-07-07T18:18:00.000-07:00

get me these for my bday (oct 7th) & ill love you.
btw im renting a club, maybe. ill probably invite YOU! :)

ughh mondays are the worse!!

2008-07-07T18:12:00.001-07:00

well today i slept till like 4 because i went to bed around 5 6 ish lol. right after i woke up i had to do laundry, so here are a few pix i took. i was hella bored :)there arent that great but whatever. check 'em out!

xoxo thanks for reading.

he wildin the fuck out!!

2008-07-05T23:26:00.001-07:00

yall probably already seen this but i just had to put it up. lmao man i love this dude haha.

Jean Michel Basquiat

2008-07-05T22:19:00.000-07:00

this man was a great self-taught artist, his work has inspired me. i've been learning about artists & him in my art history class , though we never got into to much detail about his work nor his life, i decided to research & read all about him, this mans work is just amazing. its just sad how drugs ended such a wonderful graffitist life. read all about him, im a bit to tired right now to tell you all but uh yeh i just thought i'd share it with yall.

goodnight lovely people. thank you for reading.

xoxo

Sweetness

2008-07-05T22:08:00.001-07:00

She is beautiful and sweet
Respectful and so kind
Lovely just the way she is
Such a marvellous find

I want to be beside her
I want to feel her touch
My thoughts are always on her
She doesn't know how much

My smile comes from inside
My eyes are fixed on her
My skin crawls with excitement
Everything else seems blurred

Wonderfully thoughtful of me
Yet so naive of herself
Not yet spoiled by anything
Unaware of her wealth

She leaves me reluctantly
I let her go the same
She's off to find her own life
As quickly as she came.

summer days in the ghetto ass bronx!

2008-07-05T09:36:00.000-07:00

last night half of my house had light! lol like only the bedroom had light but then the bathroom, hallway, living room (or whatever that is. my apt is small) & the kitchen aint have shit. i was so mad. but yeh that same night me & my bro went out to the movies with the awesome girl i met & her roomate, we had a good time btw. so ya blah blah when we were heading back home i was hoping for it to be light because this shit always happens & then it comes right back. on our way home we had bought food & we were ready to eat when we got here there wasnt no light at all lmao but a little candle on the center of my kitchen table lol wtf ! stupid shit. i was so angry !! :( we ate in the dark lmao but that was a good ass hambuger! woot.

anyway im glad theres light again!

oh & yeh WANTED is an awesome movie. ahhh angelina is so fucking sexy! my jesus her style makes me wanna scream & bite ay que maldita mami.

so if you havent watched wanted uh yeh GO !!!

missbehave party coming up!!

2008-07-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

ill be there

Beauty Trend: Lips

2008-07-03T18:33:00.000-07:00

okay, the new look is pink lips hair down. i think ima start this, i like the little cute pink lips thing & no other kind of makeup.

Get the Look:

Hair: left down and un-done or do like the Dell'Acqua girls and scrape it back into a messy bun.

Face: for a light creamy coverage try Chanel Teint Innocence, Naturally Luminous Compact Makeup SPF 10. Followed by a light dusting of Laura Mercier's Cheek Colour in Crushed Hazelnut to add a warm glow without competing with your lipstick.

Eyes: Lighten-up with Bobbi Brown's eye shadow in Bone,(available in Boots) which will help your eye colour to stand out. And with one generous swipe of Paul and Joe's lipstick (available at SpaceNK) in 04, the look will be complete.

flash baccck !

2008-07-03T16:18:00.000-07:00

okay so i remember at my graduation we sang "as we go on, we remember all the times we, spent together. & as our lifes change for whatever we will still be friends forever"

yep yep the graduation song by viatim C!! man did i cry at my graduation.
check out the video.

. . . . aww did you cry ? haha i know i did lol . anyway um talking about graduation here is my graduation photo.

dont i look smart !! lmao :)

tila.

2008-07-03T15:37:00.001-07:00

art.

2008-07-03T11:43:00.000-07:00

these are from donny miller, he's a great artist. i love these.
check him out.

click to see the website.

videoo time!!

2008-07-03T11:01:00.000-07:00

stephyy booo & sidney acting goofy lol

haha check it out.

2008-07-03T10:08:00.001-07:00

my dick ! mickey avalon.

2008-07-03T10:05:00.001-07:00

i love him, hes hella blunt & all & thats what we need, some blunt ass muthafucking bitches!

late night convo.

2008-07-03T01:04:00.000-07:00

its like 3:58 am &
damn i dont usually do this & talk about girls i just meet. but wow
i just met a bomb chill girl, shes hella laid back & so opened minded.
i've met people who do the things i do, love the things i love but shes
so diff from everyone i know. i love it! wow im so impressed. im so ready to
meet her in person & vibe with this girl. amazing, shes putting me onto new shit
i havent heard of before & i think thats awesome. i love learning from people like
that because that also means i can teach 'em a little something.

omg im like amazed. we had a long 2 hr convo .

WOOT WOOT, yay for cool people lol.

thanks for reading.

xoxo

shes the reason. she is.

2008-07-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

this is the story of two gay young ladies who found eachother on myspace, Jun 14, 2006 10:03 AM.

stephanie is an amazing person, inside & out. at first i didnt get her because i was young & naive. we're both libras so we bumbed heads alot, since we both have very strong attitudes. there were times when i thought i hated her & i didnt want her back in my life, weeks without talking but somehow we would always find our ways back to eachother. our love was strong for one another, together or not we both felt something very strong. no, we werent inlove but it was something beautiful, something that kept us together. we went through alot of drama, me crying, me hurting her. it was alot until we ended things forreal, in the year of 2007. months passed & she realized she couldnt live without me, & what she had lost was something very special. when she came back to me i was already in another relationship with someone & still very hurt by everything, i wanted to make her suffer but im to weak for that, i cant ever see the one i love bear. so we made peace once aagain. & since then we have stuck together, as friends. things just werent the same anymore, we couldnt be together but i didnt want her out my life. i love this girl with everything.

we always become distracted with our own lifes but never forget eachother. she means everything to me. always has & always will.

i love you stephanie, eres una chick bella. te adoro corazon mio.

A.L.I.E.N

2008-07-02T20:11:00.000-07:00

great people. great party. i had a blast that night.
you can see me in one part fighting with mickey lol

dream of you.

2008-07-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

I dreamt a dream of you last night

Within my arms I held you tight

I warmed away your deepest fears

And kissed away your frustrated tears

I told you it would be okay

We'd have to take it day by day

And cherish each day like it was new

On this long journey of 'me & you'.

- tina.

throwbacks.

2008-07-02T17:31:00.000-07:00

okay i always do this, i always looking back at my photo bucket & take out photos of me, i like to look at how much i've changed over the past year.

crazy man, i will be doing this alot. pasting photos of me.
enjoy !! xoxo

remember this !!

damn my hair was big.

ewww. cry baby !! lmao

i quit that shit. but i lovee this pic. haha i was wearing black underwear.

maddd gay. when we were first getting to know eachother. old times.

yep it was all real.

fisheye on diggi!

2008-07-01T13:19:00.000-07:00

okay so i woke up at like 2 ish this afternoon. yes i do have a life, i just been feeling really lazy lately lol.

so anyway, i started to experiment with my fisheye lens, since i cant put it on my diggi i put it infront of my diggi lens & BAM! look how the photos came out.

i look hella bad, since i had just woken up.

enjoy !

xoxo

monday

2008-06-30T13:32:00.000-07:00

so im sitting here alone in my room, crying ! im so stressed with eeverything.
my ex & i's breakup hurt me because i was really into the girl, you know. you know when your single for a very long time just waiting for the next RIGHT girl/boy & when you finally think you find them & then shit just goes wrong in every possible way. all i did was try & make us work since we lived very far from eachother. i put my part to please her & visit her as much as i can. but i never got that in return, instead she was a lazy bitch with me. i dont like lazy people. i can be lazy but never with my girl.

then the fact i dont have a job right now is making me upset, trust me i been looking & like noone is hiring now. everything is getting so harder, the situation here in the US is putting us all in serious trouble.

its so much shit thats going on with me that i just dont know what to do anymore. i was suppose to leave to philadelphia today but my family came to visit instead so ill be leaving pretty soon. i wont be back for like 1 or 2 weeks. i really need to get away from NEW YORK ! & people.

thanks for reading.

xoxo

lomographyy !!

2008-06-30T10:52:00.000-07:00

this is a fisheye 2. the camera i own.

i recently discovered lomography, its amazing. its film photography & the photos come out great.

here a few photos i took:

THATS MY EX GIRLFRIEND, BUT I LOVE THESE PHOTOS WE TOOK WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.

amaral y chete.

2008-06-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

check 'em out. their music is amazing, even if ur not spanish. try it .

FAMILY TIME !

2008-06-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

my cousin tito recently had a baby with his girl & they came from philly yesterday (6.27.08) shes so cute, shes 3 months old. aww man was i excited to see them. here are some photos i took with the baby. isnt she cute !!

( dont mind the bummy-ness )

IM BACCCCK !

2008-06-29T23:49:00.000-07:00

okay , i hope ya like my blogs. i only posted the ones i really liked from my other site.

ENJOYYY!!!

XXX *

POISON IVY

2008-06-29T23:48:00.000-07:00

The sex scenes turn me on so much! this was a great movie too.

ready or not

2008-06-29T23:47:00.000-07:00

Im listening to "ready or not right now" & man do i miss 'em hella much!! their music made me feel gangster lol they were seriously the shit back in philly.. i swear everyone would have "killing me softly" blasting in their car! i miss that yo.

But they surprised us on the BET award show, they did renditions of "Fugee-la", and "Killing me SOftly." The audience responded with much love. During the performance Wyclef said, "If y'all want a new Fugees album scream," and that they did. Hopefully they will come back with a new album !!

THE SECRET.

2008-06-29T23:46:00.001-07:00

Well, im a big believer of the secret, if you think of something you really want & if you think positive about it you will eventually come to you, its this energy we all have that attract things. If you say you want to die (for an example), you will attract death to you sooner or later you will die when you least expect it, its all the energy of attraction.

I read the book, & i swear it changed my whole life, i changed the way i thought & my life changed. I attracted good people to my life & im doing alot with myself now, actually doing things i love. You dont have to believe it in if you dont want to its up to you, but this film can help alot you feel so much better when your thinking positive & always hoping for the best, I seriously recommend the book.

WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW SHE EXPLAINS IT BETTER THAN I DO :)

B.E.S.T

2008-06-29T23:43:00.000-07:00

March 8th, i met these great people, they all dress in bapes, ice creams
& billionair boy club jackets; i swear they are dope as hell.

When i met 'em the thing i liked best about 'em was the fact they want to make it
to the top so bad, they are hungry for achievement & thats very good. They create their own music & they are also starting up a line very soon they call themselfs B.E.S.T so yall should be on the look out. Every single person in the group has a hot swag, not just the way they dress but their personage. They were all so sweet to me, im really shy when i first meet people esp such a large group of people but they all treated me nice. I wish 'em luck in the future.

CHECK 'EM OUT ON MYSPACE

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=84620462&MyToken=0e0bead7-d323-4735-b173-2782475574ba

its all that !!

2008-06-29T23:41:00.000-07:00

That was myy shit back in the day! ooh man. i remember those hot philly days
all my friends would come over & sit on my living room floor & watch all that with
me, damn i miss those days so much when nothing mattered.. when all you wanted to
do was go out side eat doritos & drink orange soda with yo friends. i wish i were young again sometimes no worries no stress nothing! smh

& my all time fav show that i still watch today is KENAN & KEL! they are so stupid, always getting into some shit but its so funny it takes ur mind off shit. i hella love this show! its the shit.

chris crocker

2008-06-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

everybody knows him by the "leave brit alone guy" yeh yeh thats him. i love this guys because he speaks the truth.. he speaks for the gays.. he's not afraid to speakup! i love that about him. im always watching his videos because he always has something interesting to say about someone or something & i love to listen. this video above is my fav it changed the way i thought & i thank him ;) check him out !

i lub new york!

2008-06-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

she's our fav bitch! admit it, you love NY. shes aggressive, black! & got some mean ass attitude.. i love it! lol i followed NY through flavor of love 1, then 2; the chick got rejected twice!& always at the end.then new york came up with her own show! "I LOVE NEW YORK!" the first season shethought she had found love & then turned out she really didnt. the dude left herat the shows reunion.once again a new show! ( blah blah, i swear these shits is so fake) she wentthrough usual drama & weird shit lol & "FINALLY" found love.. ooh ohh & her motherfound love ass well. at the reuion her mother revealed her lover to NY & NY was furious to see one of the dudes that went on her show.. ended up with her mother!!lol that shit was so funny to me, her mother is so gross looking.. yuck!! well yeh NY is just sexy.. i love her fake boobs & her diva attitude, i just hopeshe doesnt let the fame get to big head! lolI LOVE NEW YORK!!!!

kesh from london.

2008-06-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

I LOVE KESH SO MUCH! I SWEAR SHES MY IDOL. YEAH YEAH SHES NOT VERY BIG BUT SHES BEAUTIFUL, SHES NICE & SHES ACTUALLY MAKING IT FAR.I REMEMBER THE DAY I MET HER, I WAS SO HAPPY! LIKE I MET GOD OR SOMETHINGLOL SHE WAS SO NICE TO MEE, SHE SHOOK MY HAND & SAID "HELLO IM KESH, & YOU ARE?"I WAS SO NERVOUS I FELT BUTTERFLIES & SAID BACK "IM TINA" WITH A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE, I MET HER AT MY FRIEND DOMINIQUE'S CRIB IT WAS ACTUALLY ZACHS HER FRIENDS CRIB.THEY WERE ALL NICE TO ME.. I HAD A BLAST THAT NIGHT. I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO BEA SNOB OR SOMETHING.. YOU KNOW HOW THOSE PEOPLE LET THE FAME GET TO THEIR HEADS BUTAPPRENTLY KESH HASNT LET THAT HAPPEN TO HER. SHE WAS SO NICE! I SWEAR I CANT GET OVER THAT DAY, EVERYONE I MEET I TELL 'EM MY EXPERIENCE WITH KESH. ANYWAY, IM HAPPY FO THIS WOMAN, SHES TALENTED & JUST GREAT.. I HOPE I GET THE CHANCE TO CHAT WITH HER A BIT MORE.. THAT DAY I WAS VERY SHY & NERVOUS LOL WORDS DIDNT WANT TO COME OUT.I WISH HER LUCK ON EVERYTHING! ♥ go kesh!!! find kesh on

myspace: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=43014778

kid sister yaall!

2008-06-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

every chick in the hood started rocking color tightsextra extra makeup! & they actually started getting their nailsdid! this was a hit though, i adore the song.. i get all hype with it.& kid sister yum yum yummmmmmm.